Tick-itis is a frustratingly painful dis-ease uniquely associated with short-term trading. And the interesting thing is that it even affects people who think they are immune to such things. Indeed, it’s a very insidious dis-ease.

It’s a very easy problem to diagnose. You know you have this dis-ease when after a trade entry each and every tick that moves away from your target feels like a personal assault or attack, and each tick in the direction of your target feels like a bit of hope or relief. Tick-itis.

This dis-ease is an epidemic among traders, especially newer traders and is also seen with traders trying to climb up out of a hole.

At some point in my coaching work I usually have a conversation with a client that goes something like this:

Client: “I know you keep telling me to focus on the trading process and not be attached to the individual outcomes, but I’m having a really hard time trying to not be emotionally attached to the trade”

Andrew: “Although we’ve talked about not being attached to outcomes and not looking at your P&L while trading, the reality is that when you enter a trade you think you are making a statement that you hope your judgment will be correct.  And if you spend most of your trading time existing in that mental space, hoping that you will be right, it will be very difficult to succeed.”

Client:  “Yeah, I know I shouldn’t think that way, the need to be right is not a good thing, but I can’t help it.  In fact, it seems that this need to be right has sort of defined me as a trader”

Andrew: “You said it defines you as a trader…..that’s very illuminating, isn’t it?  When you began trading, you were like most newbies, you wanted to feel fairly certain up front that a trade was going to work or you wouldn’t even want to take the trade in the first place. Remember those days? But as you gained experience and learned to think in probabilities (each unique occurrence or data point even in a skewed distribution represents a 50/50 or random outcome) you began to realize that any one trade has only a 50/50 chance of working”

Client:  “Yeah, I understand that now, but why am I still struggling with it, I mean I know it, I understand it, but I can’t actually do it or perform that way, or as you say, ‘embrace it’.  Why?”

Andrew:  “You may think you understand it, but you don’t truly‘ get it’, at least not yet. You’re not embracing it, which is more then intellectual understanding. I think you’re suffering from a dis-ease I call tick-itis, it comes in various forms depending on the person. I have a question for you, has it been difficult for you to not look at your P&L when you’re in a trade?”

Client: “Well, after you told me to remove that column from my trading platform I don’t look at it.”

Andrew: “How has that been for you?”

Client: “Well, I don’t look at my P&L because I can’t see it anymore, but I have to admit that I still think about whether I’m making or losing money and how much.”

Andrew: “Okay. Do you realize what you just said?  You’re cheating, still peeking at your P&L through mental accounting. And by doing so you’ve found a way to remain emotionally attached to the outcome”

At that point the client often has one of those ‘a-ha’ experiences and then the conversation can go in many different directions depending on their other ‘issues’.

One direction the conversation sometimes takes is the client asks me to describe my own internal experience of not being emotionally attached to a trade. So, I want to share with you, my readers,  how I sometimes describe the feeling of being in a trade without being attached to the outcome.  I feel engaged but a bit aloof……engaged so I can pay attention, but aloof (not emotionally attached) about what happens.  Another way I describe it is that when I enter a trade I’ve taken on the role of an anthropologist who is embedded into another culture to observe and study, “I’m curious and vigilant but very much a dis-passionate observer”…..where I’m highly aware of what is happening but I’m not emotionally invested in what is happening, whether it is good or bad….it just, “is”.  Some clients who’ve heard me will say that it sounds,  ‘zen-like’. One of my clients recently described her first personal experience of this, “it felt robtatic’. Use whatever metaphor or analogy that works for you. But please, find a way to not be emotionally invested in the outcome. Otherwise you will continue to suffer from tick-itis.

Why is tick-itis so bad?  Besides the stress (sustained stress is associated with excessively high cortisol levels and a variety of health concerns) the other reason is that tick-itis is an emotional dis-ease, and when emotions are heightened, our perception narrows. Emotions act as a filter on our perception of the market (and of reality); essentially, our emotional-perceptual filter projects a structure onto price action and that in turn influences how we manage a trade.